video below is just about how the abuse started when I was a child.
That is the housemaster in the boarding school I attended being my
friend, giving me cigarettes and letting me off on my own when he took
a group of children into town at the weekend. Then there were the
midnight smokes after he would wake me up to go to his dorm room for a
chat. I so wanted to talk to somebody and get some advise but we all
feared and thought this housemaster was an ex. SAS soldier. If only I
had known then what I know today I would have picked up the phone and
dialed 999 and told the police.
Speaking for myself I can so relate to the young lady in this video below.
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